Breakeven

wow salem was fun.
but that's not really why i'm posting.
i think connor and chelsea are going back out.
i saw a pic of her and someone who looked like connor.
i wasn't exactly sure, but i was already heartbroken by the fact that it might be him, i don't think i could stand to confirm that it was him.
and i'm so sad already.
i really thought i had a shot at him.
i guess that was really delusional.
really stupid. why did i let myself fall for him? i knew he wasn't going to catch me.
i guess i don't really deserve someone who is as perfect as he is.
why would he want to date a nerdy girl whose only mutual intrest with him is tennis?
she's so lucky, and she better love every moment she spends with him because every day they are going out, she is living my dream. and every time she hugs him, she is holding my true love in her arms.
and i can't stand it.
and i can't stop crying.
and i can't get over him.
plus, let's make things worse.
erik likes liz. liz likes erik. erik is going to ask liz out.
i should write a book.
"how to repel guys"
bowser your really lucky to have a guy who loves you so much.
treaure every minute you have with him, and i hope he doesn't break your heart.