Stoop Kid's Afraid To Leave His Stoop! I'm Speading the Word! :)

hahaha it's been too long :)
no one's reading this anymore, so i'm just going to kind of go with it.
i like jonathan. a lot. and i really want to just flat-out tell aj that i like him. because there is a little, itty-bitty-teeny-weeny chance that he might like me too.
because he's too shy to make any moves.
and i refuse to make the first move this time.
i've had 3 boyfriends in my life, and none of them have made the first move.
unless you count bellis, which i don't. he didn't make any moves, he just kind of went with the flow.
but i'm worried that when paul comes back to school, i'm going to fall for him again.
and i don't want to!
ugh. i hate boys sometimes.
maybe i'll just live the single life.
i'll get a doctorate in math, and travel the country making presentations, totally independent, until i meet BRAD<3 and we fall in love and get married.
who needs boys from Butler? or boys from America for that matter? ;)
hahaha ohhh i'm such a nerd! :)
speaking of being a nerd, so i've recently gotton hooked on old 90's Nickelodeon shows.
Hey Dude, Salute Your Shorts, All That, Hey Arnold, Clarissa Explains It All, Rugrats...I've seen some of them before, but I love the classic Nick more than any All That or Rugrats made after 2000.
I wish I had been born in time to enjoy that when it originally premired.
I would've been totally in love with Ted from Hey Dude!! And Salute Your Shorts would've been my fave :)
iCarly, Victorious, ANT Farm, Shake It Up...please. they don't got nuttin' on the 90's :)
House of Anubis, however... BEST SHOW EVER <3
I'll stop there before I start ranting :)
Peace, Love, and Bacon! (side note: that's how SPIKE signed my Top Chef Cookbook!)
-lgkavanagh
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Oh My Gosh It's Nat

I'm ALIVE! Yes, you heard me, ALIVE! I actually completely forgot about this thing, anyways "Gorgeous Gunther" is no longer (jerk), MiniDelicious has entered the building. A to the J to the MAY my goodness, now I know what Laura was talking about...the second most gorgeous creature on the earth (first being his older brother, haha) he's shy, a year younger than me, but nonetheless...ahhhmazing. You gotta see this kid G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S. Even though I know that's a feminine term, I really can't think of anything else to describe him, handsome would be an insult. I'm trying my hardest to not put all my tennis balls in one basket...and get hurt like I usually do...but to yield with caution and be me....and have his awesome cousin Erik as your wingman, haha. Anyways, wish me luck, and I WILL keep updating!
~NatDynamite

Light Bulb!!!!!

So...Alex (turberville) is dating Emily Bruce... yeah... i hate just typing it. It really made me upset. But I've had a lot of time to think while I've been down here. And here's what I've figured out: Alex is about as close to my dream guy as I'm going to get in Butler, probably in the USA. But just because he's my dream guy, that doesn't mean I love him. Alex never made me genuinely happy. (in any way at all) And that means that I don't love him like I thought I did. The guy in our school who makes me the happiest, and who I love to spend time with the most... is Khalil. I haven't stopped thinking about him since getting down here, and besides my girls, he's been the person I miss the most. Over this past school year, he has become such a huge part of my life. I don't know how, and I don't know when, but somewhere along the line I fell for him. Hard. And I didn't even realize it. Well...I knew I liked him. But until now, I never realized how much. I know that may sound kinda weird, but it's true. I've said before that there is part of me that will always like Alex... and I still think that's true... but maybe its time I get my mind off him, and start seeing whats right in front of my face... BUT WAIT!!! Khalil has a girlfriend! Fantastic... Oh, hello Connor... :) Haha, anyways... Sorry for the uselessness of this post, I needed to vent this somehow, and I think this was the best way to do it. :) ~~LGKavanagh~~ <3BKkhchemnrbt<3

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Wazzup Bowser & Companyyyyy???
Haven't posted in forevvvvs.
None of us have really. hahahahahah.
So i guess schmeid&&rebe are having some issues?
Schmeid is ticked at rebe, she thinks rebe likes dan or something
idk, its kinda stupid to be honesttt.
ughhhhhbut i am sooo ticked at belllis for leadinggg me on the wayyyyy he diddddd!!!!!
now i reallyy don't know how i stand with himm.
the other dayy, he said that every timee he would kisss me (if we datedd,) he would open his eyess and seeeee Brad Kavanagh staring at himmmm!!!
so i thought maybe if i tookk my necklacee offfff momentarilyy he might kiss me???
idkkkkkkkk!!!1! he is makingg me stress outt toooooo muchhhh!!!
but i can't stop thinking about him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, i've alwayss got Braddd <3333333
haha ok, signing offffff!!!!
sorryyyyy for all the repeating letttterssss!!! just in that kinda moooooood.
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