Oh My Gosh It's Nat

I'm ALIVE! Yes, you heard me, ALIVE! I actually completely forgot about this thing, anyways "Gorgeous Gunther" is no longer (jerk), MiniDelicious has entered the building. A to the J to the MAY my goodness, now I know what Laura was talking about...the second most gorgeous creature on the earth (first being his older brother, haha) he's shy, a year younger than me, but nonetheless...ahhhmazing. You gotta see this kid G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S. Even though I know that's a feminine term, I really can't think of anything else to describe him, handsome would be an insult. I'm trying my hardest to not put all my tennis balls in one basket...and get hurt like I usually do...but to yield with caution and be me....and have his awesome cousin Erik as your wingman, haha. Anyways, wish me luck, and I WILL keep updating!
~NatDynamite

Light Bulb!!!!!

So...Alex (turberville) is dating Emily Bruce... yeah... i hate just typing it. It really made me upset. But I've had a lot of time to think while I've been down here. And here's what I've figured out: Alex is about as close to my dream guy as I'm going to get in Butler, probably in the USA. But just because he's my dream guy, that doesn't mean I love him. Alex never made me genuinely happy. (in any way at all) And that means that I don't love him like I thought I did. The guy in our school who makes me the happiest, and who I love to spend time with the most... is Khalil. I haven't stopped thinking about him since getting down here, and besides my girls, he's been the person I miss the most. Over this past school year, he has become such a huge part of my life. I don't know how, and I don't know when, but somewhere along the line I fell for him. Hard. And I didn't even realize it. Well...I knew I liked him. But until now, I never realized how much. I know that may sound kinda weird, but it's true. I've said before that there is part of me that will always like Alex... and I still think that's true... but maybe its time I get my mind off him, and start seeing whats right in front of my face... BUT WAIT!!! Khalil has a girlfriend! Fantastic... Oh, hello Connor... :) Haha, anyways... Sorry for the uselessness of this post, I needed to vent this somehow, and I think this was the best way to do it. :) ~~LGKavanagh~~ <3BKkhchemnrbt<3